I am taking a break from studying right now. Can you believe I have a quiz tomorrow on my birthday. I think I will do just fine, actually I will probably do great. I think I have everything just about memorized. I got tired of listening to my wonderful (yea Right) neighbors argue and fight very loudly. Glad, I will not be hearing that much longer. Or at least I hope not.
Isn't crazy how time flies by. I can't believe I will be 21 tomorrow. I remember when I was just a little girl standing on a kitchen chair singing a song by Alabama with a broom while my dad was mopping the kitchen floor. I remember with Ryan's help tricking Meghan into doing some crazy things. I also remember loosing patients with Meghan when I was trying to play school and she just wouldn't listen. I think back to the fourth grade when Ryan and I had chicken pox and poor mom only thought she was done, but then Meghan got it and she had it worse than Ryan and me. I also remember my first big slumber party that I had it was when I was in 5th grade. That was big time drama. I think we stayed up until 6 am. All I remember was my mom coming in and finally saying it is time for bed. I think that was my first year to go to church camp too. I remember being nervous and kind of scared but I had Lacy there. I remember when mom came and picked me up and I was greeted at home with a welcome home cake waiting for me. :) My parents are wonderful. I don't know who I would be with out them today. They never picked my friends for me, they always let me find things out for myself. They are always there to give advice or just simply hug, comfort, and hold me over anything even if it was over a horrible haircut that turned out to be not so horrible. They are very supporting and they accept my decisions and they accept me for me. I have so many people in my life that I am thankful for. Like the saying People come and go, but the real people that care about you stick around. That doesn't mean that every person I see or speak to or am socialable on a daily bases or every once in a while is some one that truly cares. Actions always speak louder than words. A person can act like they care and then always turn around and do mean and hurtful things and that is when you see just how caring they are. But then that is also when you get to practice/ use forgiveness. But that does not mean you have to let that person close to you again. Right? Sorry anyways, The more and more I think about it I have lots and lots of people that care about me and love me probably just as much as I love them. I even have Shawn in my life and I couldn't ask for anyone better to spend the rest of my life with. That is a very comforting feeling in my heart right now and forever.
I didn't know what was going to come to my mind when I started typing, I just let the random thoughts in my head poor out. I know I didn't make past elementary with some of my special memories, but maybe one day I will or won't. Who knows I could always write a book about them. Maybe I will or Maybe I won't. Most past middle school are already written down in different journals. So if you read this and are offended don't be. If you have comment post it on the tag board. I have to get back to studying the disability categories. (fun, fun)
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