I survived!

Today the classroom teacher was gone so I was in charge and had to make all of the decisions. I wasn't too worried last night when I went to bed, but this morning I was hit with a load of anxiety. The anxiety quickly went away when I walked to into the cafeteria this morning and was greeted with smiles! I had one student that gave me some behavioral problems but before I left for lunch I sat down and talked with the student. Things were so much better after lunch. I also experienced my first staff meeting. It was over the upcoming TAKS test. Speaking of tests I have my PPR (Pedagogy and Professional Responsibilities EC-12) tomorrow at 1. I am a little nervous, but I am feeling pretty confident about it.

So you are probably wondering why I am private for now... well really I just decided it is what I want to do right now. I only have a handful of readers I have invited to read my thoughts. So here is the thing... I feel happy, things are going good financially we are finally on a budget that is working for us, and I really am not all that stressed out...but something is wrong and I just can't pinpoint it. I have a doctors appointment on Monday and I am really hoping that it isn't just me or in my head... if that makes any type of sense. I was able to put on my rings today for the first time since Friday. So some of the things bugging me are that I am so exhausted all the time. I have been watching my dieting and have upped my exercising, but I am not dropping any weight. It is just like I know something is not right.