hmmm.... have you ever

Started the week out in a great mood, while the others around you are not, but yet you are so determined not to get into the negativity that they are in? Well I guess what! I failed at that today. This is my birthday week and I wanted to be in a great mood all week long, but I guess that isn't happening. I just want to crawl in bed and cry right now. I dunno why, I guess because people can be so rude, hurtful, and purposely mean! I am mad at myself right now for even feeling this way and letting it get me down! I just dont see how people can do things just because they are in a bad negative bitchy mood! Since Tuesday, I have heard well aren't you in such a good mood, and then it is like with in a few minutes lets see what we can say negatively about you. I guess today's meeting did that. I know that I am not a perfect angel but who knew I could be and do all of these other things that I have no clue about. Some of these things aren't even things I would do. Who knew that loving to have birthdays and getting excited was such a bad thing to other people. I really wish Shawn didn't have to work tonight or tomorrow. Anyways..... School was okay lastnight. I thought the drive to Canyon would let me have some time to myself after getting off work, but traffic was awful and I think every slow driver was on the road. Shawn and I left my house at 6:05 and didn't get to Canyon until 6:45 and then Shawn ended up having to park the car because I was so frustrated by the time we arrived. I don't have anything else to really type up, I think I am fixing to change my blogger address. I might do that this weekend. If I do, just check your email for it. I really hope that all of you are having an awesome week! I turn 22 tomorrow for those that care and want to be happy with me. My prayer for the day is just pray that I have a good day tomorrow, because I think I have an invisable target on my back that I can't find or see to take off.